Billie (February 26, 2001-June 4, 2013)

Billie B&WThe bad stuff: Billie had been having real problems getting around the last week and a half.  I thought it was a reaction to the antibiotics she’d been on for a UTI but when I came home on Tuesday she was lethargic, not really unconscious, but not able to rouse and her rear legs were cold.  Called the vet, they said bring her in.  There was a mass, which, on ultrasound looked like it was not on her spleen, but was, nevertheless, clearly Not Right, her liver didn’t look good, she still wouldn’t really rouse up, and her front feet as well as her rear were now cold.

She was twelve.  She had a lot of issues.  I opted not to do exploratory surgery and let her go.

Billie rachel VIThe slightly less bad stuff: I asked them to do an autopsy and they found that the mass was indeed on the spleen, just oddly positioned and her liver was, to quote her vet, a mess.  There wasn’t one nodule that wasn’t compromised in some way. Some sort of fast developing cancer, possibly hemangiosarcoma.  I feel lucky, in a way, that she was as good as she was for as long as she was, that I did the right thing for her, that I got to say goodbye and all those things you hope you get to do.  She was an awesome dog and I had her a long time and I miss her.

The good stuff:  I lost Riley (my very first Rottweiler) in August, 1999 and for awhile there was just me and John Henry, but I knew I wanted another dog eventually and when Ruth Vogel told me she was planning a litter, I knew I wanted one of those puppies.  There were nine puppies in the litter and I remember that I kept looking for a puppy that would be just like Riley until I realized that there would never be a puppy just like Riley, so I let Ruth pick my puppy.  And I didn’t know for sure until the day before I picked her up that Billie (who, of course, didn’t have a name yet though we called her ‘Dot’ or ‘the dotted ribbon girl’ because of the dotted ribbon around her neck to tell her from the other puppies) would be my girl.

the I litter


This was the ‘I’ litter and Billie’s full registered name is Vogelhaus I’m A Charmer or Charming Billie or Billie.  And she was, always, a charmer (at least in my opinion).  She and John Henry got along well in that loud way that Rottweilers get along.

Billie and John Henry


She was little by Rottweiler standards and would always be little.

Billie yard Billie yard III






But mighty.






At least in her own mind.



Billie TD



She had one of the best noses of any of my dogs, but also one of the most difficult to read so that when she finally got her TD in Omaha, it was a BIG deal.




She had idiopathic seizures from the time she was four and a half and for seven and a half years she was on phenobarb and potassium bromide.  These drugs helped but in the beginning she had a pattern of being fairly well controlled and then having breakthrough seizures that got closer and closer together until we upped the dosage and would go through it again.  I was terribly afraid we’d reach a point where we couldn’t increase the dosage any more and there would be nothing to be done.  Fortunately, before that point we tried acupuncture, which helped tremendously.

A little over six years ago, the Ames hospital started a pet therapy program so Billie got her TDI and we started visiting and kept visiting nearly every week right up until two weeks ago.  She was especially fond of depressed teenaged girls, but, really, I’m pretty sure she believed that people came to the hospital not because they were sick, but to see her.

Billie sad photoShe was an incredibly hard dog to take a picture of.  This is a typical sad Billie picture full of sadness because the world is sad and why are you taking my picture.



Billie rachel III Billie rachel IV



Luckily for me, Rachel Ritland managed to take some lovely pictures of Billie back in 2010 and I’m grateful that I have them to remember her by.billie

I’m also tremendously grateful to Dr. Safris and Dr. Paulin and their staff at Westfield Veterinary and to Dr. Farr at Natural Solutions.  And, finally, thank you to Ruth for giving me this wonderful girl.  I couldn’t have asked for a better companion.

22 thoughts on “Billie (February 26, 2001-June 4, 2013)

    • Thank you. She really was an awesome dog. I was lucky to get the time with her that I had.

  1. She looks so cheerful and proud in those last three photos. I’m glad you had her and glad you kept her well as long as you could.

    • I think she had lots of fun in her life. I hope so. She was definitely a lot of fun for me.

  2. A lovely and charming tribute to your special girl, Deb. What a privilege it was to know her!

  3. Such a lovely (and loving) tribute to your sweet dog. I am sorry for your loss.
    You’ll be in our prayers!

    • Thank you! I know she had to go, but I wish she could have stayed just a little longer.

  4. Oh Dollie, I’m so sad for you….she’s a beautiful dog and I’ve enjoyed reading all your posts about her. My heart goes out to you.

    • Thank you. She really was special. But then, all my dogs have been special, just in different ways.

    • Yes! The best dog. I’m lucky that I got to live with her as long as I did.

  5. Awesome pictures of a beautiful girl!! So sorry for your loss. My dog Scooter looks an awful lot like Billie, she is a mixed breed but clearly has a lot of Rottweiler in her! Scooter is getting old and I know that time is coming and it’s going to break my heart.

    • Thank you. I think that Rottweiler look is so distinctive. I see it in lots of dogs. It’s so hard to lose them. And it goes so fast.

  6. So sorry for your loss. I’ve lost a lot of dogs, most over 10 years old. My current dog is a rescue and only 1/4 Rottweiler but I can see the Rottweiler in her coat. I’ve never owned a purebred Rottweiler but I’ve know several and they were all just teddy bears. Beautiful dogs.

    • Thank you. I’ve been so lucky to have had Rottweilers for some many years. It can be heartbreaking. So many of them get cancer, but it was worth it every time.

  7. She is a beautiful dog. And I think those sad photos were just a put-on. You know, to guilt you.

    I’m so very sorry for your loss. Losing our furry friends is such a blow, I guess because they love us unconditionally, and we love them back the same way.

    • I’m sure Billie would have told you she was STARVING and that was why she looked so sad.

      It’s hard every time, no matter how long or short a time they’re with us, but yes, that unconditional love is a special treasure.

  8. A lovely tribute to your beautiful dog. Isn’t it weird how, mixed with all the sadness, is all the joy/memories, etc.

    • Yes! Looking through the pictures was both sad and lovely. I was glad to see I had more pictures of her than I’d thought.

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